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some shit went down in my life recently and as any /smart/ person does, i used rp as a form of escapism. i wanted to express vulnerability for even just a moment. that and swimming in a sea of my own misery went hand in hand unfortunately. i used rp to victimise myself but not everyone has to. i think rp is great as a creative outlet and to meet people, there are some genuinely kind souls on here who have a m a z i n g writing skills and it blows my mind. y'all are so talented and passionate in what you do, it's inspiring. y'all are so supportive even though it's /just/ the internet. people are oceans apart and we're technically all anonymous yet there's selflessness, sensitivity and support. everyone has some sort of shit going on but y'all are still so willing to listen to people's problems and give a helping hand, i seriously admire y'all for that and i aspire to be able to do that too. i acknowledge and thank you for that. i want to learn how be as strong and kind-hearted as that because as of recent i have a friend and a parent who need me to be there for them. due to that i don't have the time and mental capacity left for rp anymore. i want to learn to be emotionally sound and positive for rp too. until i can learn to do that, farewell. and once again before i go, i want to thank anyone who has showed care and compassion for me even in the short time i've been on here. i appreciate it and i wish the very best for you.