okay but shawn's new song speaks volumes. it's like a part two to "hold on". i don't know if it's just a song. or whether it's based on actual incidents from his life but the rawness of the song suggests the latter.
i relate to "in my blood" on some level. bUT OH MY GOD THE SONG IS MAKING NE CRY AND SHAKE AND HYPERVENTILATE
"911, what's your emergency?"
"in my blood."
"got it, ma'am. we'll dispatch an ambulance soon. also muffins."
WE NEED A FANDOM HOTLINE FOR LIKE ALL FANDOMS