I think that having a body is so uncomfortable and exhausting.
I need to feed it. I need to let it rest.
I'm a self destructing mind trapped in a body that is just trying to stay alive.
No matter how deep I hurt it, my body always tries to heal itself.
It's so weird.
I feel my bones and I don't like it.
I sometimes want to peel the skin of bones.
I want to dig deep into my flesh to reveal the soul inside of it.
I want to become my soul and not my body.