ttvtired

this is not worth it.

You're still in my heart, but you're slipping.

Well, if I have the bed all to myself tonight, I'll lay there warm until slowly I feel cold.

what does he have that i don't? I'm killing my feelings for you. you're not worth it anymore.

feeling nauseous a lot.

I'd reach into your body and fix you if i could.

i haven't smoked in a while too. should i smoke tomorrow? since I'm meeting her again? i hope it won't be too cold.

I can't tell if my brain's deceiving me into believing I don't like her that way, that much anymore— or if i actually don't like her that way, just a friend. ugh.. redheads.

21.

i feel like