not lady parsec

and then you know you'll die if you hit the bottom but you're so tired of falling you just want to hit it anyways. you just want to stop falling. more than anything you want to float back up to the top but you know that cant happen so you just want the bottom to come to you already

im caving in

i just want to hit the bottom but there is no bottom
          weightlessness is setting in
          maybe there was never anything but falling
          i cansee pages of sheet music shining above me but the light is growing darker. theres nothing around me

i want to fall between the lines in the staves and become the notes, i want to be a symphony
          but im blocked by the emptiness
          im falling through these lines and there's no notes to catch me
          i cant stop
          im falling too fast and no one can help me

im so tired of feeling helpless and worried and pained and i
          i just want to be free of all my worrying
          but i cant be

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7sN2ijzhdk
          [LOUD HOLLERING]

apparently, i'm good at writing sad poetry about robots...

I too am not lady parsec 

i know what year it is. lol

shoutout to wattpad for fucking up all my poems #smh