Idk if anyone will see this but yesterday I felt bad about how I ship the members in Enhypen. It’s not the first time I feel bad about it, but this time I really feel like it’s enough and that it’s not okay. But at the same time a part of me still want to read those fan fictions because they’re really good, and even though the members are in those fanfics, I don’t visualise them when I read, so is it okay?
Honestly I’m lost and I feel bad about how I judge people who se*ualize them when at the same time I read fanfic which romanticised them. Even though it’s not exactly the same, it’s still bad, no?