tulsipoon

It was all ok before but as i grow so did monsters and took away my power. My power to smile, my power to love life. But that fooliest thing is, i still hope that one day, one day i will be able to smile again. That one day i will be able to love life again. That one day i will be able to fight my inner demon. The demon that creates a problem which isnt even there. 

Dear God, it is true that we have control over how our life will turn but we donot choose to loss we just have severely wounded choices left for us that we choose to loss, we choose to give up our life.

People keep saying life is a choice and it is only your choice. But I never choose to fail and i did. Now i get that your success is in your fate. If you are fated to be a successful person you will but in my case i am not fated for any success. 

@tulsipoon Wawa 

Every step I take,
          Every decision I make,
          I'm scared that i will regret. 

ha