hello, it's me again. first, thank you for 2.2k on written in love and 5.5k on skinship. i originally began writing (again, after having left other fandoms) for kpop when my mental health began declining again and used idols as characters to help me vent and let out emotions and thoughts i could never voice out to other people. it got to a point where my irls found out about this profile and they got too close, so i had to stop at some point. (if they see this anytime soon, i'm not particularly ashamed of anything other than midnight waters.)
since writing fanfiction, i've completed my high school years (on a poor note, but what's done is done), and moved into my adult years. i have begun university life and i have changed more since. i watched myself grow into someone slightly more confident, but someone who struggles deeply with themselves more than ever. because of this, i now declare myself on an indefinite hiatus on all works, and i most likely will not return to finish any fics left. i'm moving on with my life while having to care for myself more than ever. please understand me in this.
thank you for giving me another start on this website back in 2016, and thank you to anyone who is still my fan after all these years.