Stitch

So it's been a while since I talked to you guys, a lot had happened I got my first boyfriend we became one month today, we've been talking for 3 months, but he's amazing and really sweet, and all around the best guy ever. Idk when I'll be on again, especially with everything getting busy since I graduated high school next week (yay), but I hope you all are doing okay and hope you have an amazing sumer!

I have horrible anxiety and off and on depression, so when my sister surprised me by seeing me and my birthday a few days ago she bought me a fidget slug thing to help and it's crazy how much it's been helping so much I've taken it everywhere with me so I don't have peel the skin on my fingers or play with my hoodie sleeves to stop my hands from shaking. So if you have bad anxiety like me I highly recommend getting one.

I feel like I'm losing my sister....today she messaged me for the first time in 4 weeks (she just kept leaving me on read) and all she said was "what's the sling password dad says only you know it" ......yea 

So my school got a heads up from a student who overheard another student talk about shooting up the school I go to and that no one should come to school this Thursday. Scary

So my sister she had a accident pregnancy back in December but had a miscarriage and now she's pregnant again and once again I have no idea how to feel about it. I mean I'm happy for her but her bf is a huge dick and hates kids and idk what to do. She told me and all I could say was "k" I didn't know how to respond is that bad?

Went to Victoria's secret for the first time and let's just say I was uncomfortable lol

I'm excited for valentines day. It's the one day you don't have to dress up (if you want to), eat as much chocolate as you want, watch movies and shows, not leave your room. If someone asks why all you have to do is say you're single and they'll leave you alone. Sure you'll get a few sad looks and a few I'm sorryies but it's fine.

Haven't got any news on if my mole was cancerous or it was safe yet, but on the other hand the spot where it was removed is almost healed, hallelujah I don't think I can't handle more showers leaning forward with my head down lol

Omg today at school there was a horrid smell coming from a 7th graders locker, it smelt like rotten vomit. Anyway so they went to clean it out, turn out she had a package of meat that was molded and liquidy. And I'm not talk cooked meat I'm talking raw meat. Yuck

Happy holidays everyone!!!