poison oak

Can you please explain the art of keep disappearing:!

im insecure abt my old fanfics bc i’m insecure abt everything nowadays haha

when i see people read my fics & comment/react to them i get really insecure because i know they’re just reading my horny teenage fantasies & it’s uncomfortable as heck!!! why did i share these works & why did people like them >:^///

going to unpublish a lot of my old works, namely “off to the races”, “paint”, “ghost”, “perfect little family”, and “enough to kill”.
          
          reading them now just makes me upset and disgusted at how lightly i treated topics like r*pe, self-harm, and other very sensitive material. i sexualized a lot of things that i shouldn’t have because i was at a very strange and very sad point in my life, and at certain points it became gratuitous. i’m going to be nineteen next september and having works like these on my conscience has given me a bit of grief. i might begin writing again someday and i have a draft i’ve been working on for some time, but going forward i’d rather these exhibitions of my immaturity remain unseen. 
          thank you for your continued support.

End me

got a paypal but if only it would pay me

little french boy is bringing french fans together & i've never felt more influential

So I dropped off the face of the word for a few months but ily and I miss you

things are getting closer to the sun! & i've done things in small doses! so don't think that i'm pushing you away! when you're the one that i've kept closest!

@stonedlou i don't remember :'(