Hello, this is quite random but I would like you to know you are doing a good job. You can do this, life is a precious thing and I know you can do it. You have so much to live for, maybe you could finally play the instrument you never had time for. I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to, just do one thing and stay alive okay? I believe in you. Hopefully I can make a difference because that's what I feel like is really what I should be doing with my time. Stay strong xo