twentyonehaydens

Hey guys! It’s been like year. But I’m back!! I think I’ll be better but we will see :) no more fan fictions. My own work from now on!

twentyonehaydens

The air begins to feel a little thin
          As I start the car and then I begin
          To add the miles piled up behind me
          I barely feel a smile deep inside me
          
          And I begin to envy the headlights driving south
          I want to crack the door so I can just fall out
          But then I remember when you packed my car
          You reached in the back and buckled up your heart
          
          For me to drive away with
          I began to understand
          Why God died
          
          The demon sat there waiting on her porch
          It was a little dark so he held a makeshift torch
          And when my car was far out of sight
          He crept in her room and stayed there for the night
          
          [2x]
          And then I felt chills in my bones
          The breath I saw was not my own
          I knew my skin that wrapped my frame
          Wasn't made to play this game
          And then I saw Him, torch in hand
          He laid it out, what he had planned
          And then I said, I'll take the grave
          Please, just send them all my way
          
          I began to understand
          Why God died
          
          The air begins to feel a little thin
          As we're waiting for the morning to begin
          But for now you told me to hold this jar
          And when I looked inside, I saw
          It held your heart
          
          For me to walk away with
          I began to understand
          Why God died

twentyonehaydens

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          He is sensible and so incredible
          And all my single friends are jealous
          He says everything I need to hear and it's like
          I couldn't ask for anything better
          He opens up my door and I get into his car
          And he says you look beautiful tonight
          And I feel perfectly fine
          But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
          And it's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name
          You're so in love that you act insane
          And that's the way I loved you
          Breakin' down and coming undone
          It's a roller coaster kinda rush
          And I never knew I could feel that much
          And that's the way I loved you
          He respects my space
          And never makes me wait
          And he calls exactly when he says he will
          He's close to my mother
          Talks business with my father
          He's charming and endearing
          And I'm comfortable
          But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
          And it's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name
          You're so in love that you act insane
          And that's the way I loved you
          Breakin' down and coming undone
          It's a roller coaster kinda rush
          And I never knew I could feel that much
          And that's the way I loved you
          He can't see the smile I'm faking
          And my heart's not breaking
          Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
          And you were wild and crazy
          Just so frustrating intoxicating
          Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
          I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
          And it's two a.m. and I'm cursing your name
          I'm so in love that I acted insane
          And that's the way I loved you
          Breakin' down and coming undone
          It's a roller coaster kinda rush
          And I never knew I could feel that much
          And that's the way I loved you
          And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
          Never knew I could feel that much
          And that's the way I loved you