people say fears doesn't lead you further but my every step starts with fear. about myself is nothing great. I am studying the senior section in high school. age 16.first pain March 2, 2003. best friend Sidra.probably the only friend.Inspiration for writing my pain which I go through every day. harsh words, ignorance without reason, and rude behavior. habituated.so if you don't like my writing and if I write in future, you are welcome to use your harsh words. single. love means something maybe I carve for. I am thankful for Sidra because she is the only person who cares for me beside my parents, and brother. leaving all her pain aside and baring with me and all my mood swings and my craziness. if you want to be my friend you can on the condition that you don't ignore me or importantly hurt my feelings.