twinkytwinkstwinkles

why is living so hard

if i had to took someone in the future, i would took her willingly. I'll give her my life without letting her feel that it was a debt. because i chose to that so i wouldn't let her feel that everything that she'll have is an utang a loob and i won't force her to do everything i like because she is her own. that's my dream because that's the only thing i can do rn. to dream. for something i can't have

at the back of my mind, i knew it wasn't nothing at all. it hurts me as if they're klling me alive. im convince that its just what they thought of me. but it still hurt. a lot

wasn't aware that i already said that oops sorry i rrly hate myself

i can't even shed a single tear :/ 

hindi tatagal at mapapagod ka din

dry & lonely

it's weird that i can't even shed a tear

what's wrong w me

this pandemic is killing me