Shawty

Thinkin about if thomas had a secret wattpad :/

Ok, I know I don’t normally reply but you guys have no idea how much your comments mean to me- like y’all are amazing  I love you all sm, thank you so much  also i dont reply because I panic a bit- 

OH BOY Y’ALL BETTER GET READY TO CRY ON CHAPTER 12 (the SS story)

Daily reminder to: 
          Be gay to crime
          Fuck the police
          Drink at least 3 cups of water
          Eat your food (you deserve to live and you need it hun ❤️)
          I’m here for you
          You’re beautiful 
          And let’s burn ICE 

Also I hate some of the old stuff I wrote that was horrible and I’m so glad I deleted those geez it was disgusting and weird 

I  am  alive 
          I am human and I am alive. I have my downfalls and my perks. I have been gone for almost 2 years and things have been horrible. But they are so much better now. I look back on this account and oh my gosh I was so dead inside and I didn’t even realize how bad it was. I understood how bad it was when some other horrible things I did to myself came into play. Anyways, I’m pansexual, I had an abusive parent, I’ve been in and out and back in a certain hospital. I’ve got PTSD and I just found out a few months ago I have autism and my mom didn’t tell me. I’m recovering from anorexia and anxiety and depression and addiction. This is who I am I guess and I’m honestly accepting it. I’m probably gonna get a lot of hate and I don’t really care. They are gonna say what they wanna say. Rather they say it to my face than behind my back. At least then I know how much of an idiot they would be. If that makes sense. I’m not really good at explaining things. I’ve seen some crazy sh*t and I I’ve been through some crazy sh*t. I’m probably gonna regret writing this but that doesn’t matter right now. What matters is I’m alive after years of suffering and I am human. 

Hewwo child of the zodiac hehe

She’s a great friend! :) <3

Hey guys so I'm gunna go on hold cause I just can't anymore. Also I may be dead in a few days if everything actually wants to work correctly. 

Happy new year