A World of Crushed Dreams

I deleted everything. Sorry. I honestly could not stand it anymore.

Ugh, I haven't been on this account in a long, long while. So a lot of things marked private are now unpublished. And I don't know if I really want the to be published again. So I'm going to unpublish all my stories.
          
          Thank you, EVERYONE, who's ever read anything of mine, because it was this account that really spurred me to write more, and get better at writing. But I look at this, everything I've written here, and it's really not... good. There are plot holes, there is bad character development, I just- I can't look at it anymore.
          
          So my decision is to take down everything but SAB, since none of that was private anyway. I might also leave up the few one-shots that are published, and I may, may, may (no promises) re-publish a few that I don't hate. 
          
          But everything else comes down. I'm sorry if you liked a certain story, but I don't want it up anymore. Please understand. 
          
          <3

So new year, haven't been on since last year, and holy crap. I recently got a email form WP telling me "it's your birthday! here's a list of books you probably won't look at!" and ended up here scrolling through another 200 notifications. I'm still so mind blown over this. Thank you so much. All the love, keep smiling, love you all.

Oh my. So I haven't really checked anything on this account in roughly three weeks, and I came back to 243 notifications. THAT'S LITERALLY HOW MANY FOLLOWERS I HAVE, WHICH IS ANOTHER THING. HOW DO I STILL HAVE SO MANY FOLLOWERS. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH ILYSM. I seriously feel like a terrible person because I'm scrolling through all the comments (yes, I read them all), and most of the time, they're all reactions to things, but occasionally, I click on one to see what they're referring to. And I hate doing that because then I have to read what I wrote, and ugh, I can't stand it. I'm so glad so many people enjoyed it, but I can't relate to you, I'm sorry. Please feel free to keep reading, though. All the love, KK <3

Me *Finally finds that one fandomist*
          Also Me: (yells) COME HERE MY FANDOM I WANNA BE FRIENDS MUCH LOVE MANY WOW ... Love me <3

I really really want to write this one story, but I don't know if I should do it here or somewhere else. I kind if feel like this account deserves some love because I totally forgot about it until yesterday?

An angel has left us. Hopefully not permanently because Cas is everything I want in a character. He's great by himself, he's brilliant with Dean, and Misha is so pure it hurts. I don't want him to leaaaaave.

Okay, the first story I ever wrote on this website called Wattpad was a story written by a hopeless 10 year old. She had the mind of a writer but the jumbled words of a fifth grader. In short, she sucked. Her first book (no longer up on Wattpad out of utter disgust) had about 560 reads after about 10 or so months. She was infinitely proud of herself and thought she could write. Oh, how I wished I could punch her in the face and crush all her dreams. But maybe I shouldn't do that. Because, four years later, she's sitting here, writing this and wondering what the hell happened in those four years for her to have gotten so far. She still hates her writing and she still think it utter shit but guess what? she's not completely embarrassed by it. She sees room for improvement, definitely, but she can also pride herself in the 15k reads, the lovely and overly supportive comments. Finally, her goal doesn't seem all that hopeless. Her dreams don't look all that dreary. Maybe, somewhere, someday, it might come true. And all that is thanks to those who took the time to read her books, comment on them, and go the extra mile. Thank you, whoever is currently reading this. So, so much.
          
          KK xx

AHHH!! 200 OMG THANK YOU?!?! LOVE LOVE LOVE x1000000000000

I'm so close to 200 followers????? What is this?!