twistedflax
i forgot i had this account and logged back in after a year, i unpublished royals, at least for now. i hope everyone is staying safe
twistedflax
twistedflax
to people asking, my mental health has just been really bad, i don't feel comfortable writing about them anymore and i only really watch will and james anymore, alex just pisses me off
sorry guys, thank you for your support on the book though, your comments have made me smile
who knows, i might just come back in 6 months like nothing happened idk
SelenaCarrillo4
@twistedflax ok I hope every thing gets better and you get help for every thing that's going on I hope u come back to writing cause you are very talented and I know this is really weird but you can always talk to me and I understand that seem creepy from some one online but anyway I hope every thing goes good and we will be here for you
twistedflax
deleting wattpad app but not profile so you can still read royals if you want
probably gonna release any more chapters i wrote ages ago, shame i won't finish it bc i had the ending planned out but eh
sorry
xxx
twistedflax
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miaxmon is so fucking pretty wtf, will is a lucky lad
yanfeiscatalyst
@twistedflax exactly, everyone makes fun of his "square head" but he still has a girlfrien who is actually really pretty
twistedflax
thank you for 1.5k reads!
update tomorrow maybe?
twistedflax
okay ya i changed my profile picture to thicc papi himself
twistedflax
don't kill me but i find alex's videos pretty dull now tbh, i really don't like the editing i think? it just makes me cringe oops
probably gonna change my profile picture
twistedflax
didn't want to say it bc i thought people would get mad but yeah i haven't been able to finish any of his recent videos
twistedflax
oof hello sluts to everyone's dismay i'm back.
i went away with some friends and there were lots of cute girls and alcohol to good times all round
twistedflax
okay lads i'm just feeling super guilty for writing fanfic even though i don't like ship them, i just use their characters as inspiration and constructs in my writing but i totally get how it could make people uncomfortable. both alex and dan talked about it in their videos and i don't want to accidentally fetishize gay relationships at all.
for context i'm a lesbian (girl who likes girls) so i don't fit the whole yaoi straight girl shipper stereotype but i still worry that i do fetishize them.
i'm gonna put my books on hold for a bit whilst i think about what people have said and how i feel about it.
at the end of the day i would NEVER shove anything down their throats, send them anything that would make them uncomfortable and if anyone asked me to delete it then i would; just wanted to make that clear.
if anyone wants to talk about it i would really appreciate it.
bruh_moment_
@twistedflax I feel constantly kinda guilty for writing fanfiction even though none of the people I write about have ever expressed discomfort at being written about. I remind myself a lot that I only use them as character templates really, because I have ideas and the urge to write but developing characters is difficult for me. I personally think as long as the subjects aren't uncomfortable with it and as long as its respectful, fanfiction shouldn't be a huge issue. As a lesbian myself I worry about seeming like a yaoi type, but as long as boundaries are respected and such, that isn't applicable. Take a break if you need one, of course- just keep in mind that none of us lot, and likely none of the people youve written about, consider you a bad or invasive or fetishizing person. X
twistedflax
@mountoferebor with alex like i kinda went off what he said in the camp cast where he encouraged those 'alex and james being married for 3 minutes straight' videos but like now i'm not so sure. i just don't wanna be a creep ygm. but you're right like i saw that cursive font tweet and if they really hated it then they wouldn't keep encouraging it but idk man. yeah i'd forgotten than dnp were cool about it back in my phandom days and i wouldn't dream of ever saying something about phan to their faces. still gonna have a little break bc i'm going away with my friends soon and i'll see how i feel when i come back. thanks for taking the time to reply :)
twistedflax
i'm camping in the middle of nowhere and it's 11pm at night and logically i spent 20 minutes walking to sit outside a pub to use their wifi to update my library.
commitment.