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My phone tells me to say good bye. Good night jayjay ❤️✨♥️

Busy?

I’m finally back… and guess what?
          The phone isn’t charged. Again.
          Shocking, I know. Truly unheard of behavior from me. I apologize.
          
          Actually—no, I apologize deeply.
          *Bows in shame*
          Forgive me for not showing my fckin’ face yesterday. I swear the universe has a personal grudge against my battery percentage.
          
          Right now I’m just sitting here eating biscuits and chilling— literally. because it’s so cold I feel like a refrigerated leftover—and hiding from my mum so I can use whatever pathetic little charge I have left to text you. The level of dedication? Olympic. Truly.
          
          Okay, TMI but also not really:
          I talk to you EVERY SINGLE DAY under the blanket. Like some undercover agent.
          Just me, the cold, the blanket, and the last 7% of battery holding on for dear life.
          
          Also… staying up till 4 is killing me.
          My eyes are already panda-level dark.
          I look like I haven’t slept since 2015.
          But do I still stay up? Yes.
          For what? For whom?
          …Anyway. We don’t need to talk about that.
          
          How are youuuuuu?
          It genuinely feels like it’s been forever, even though it’s just been a day or two. I miss you so much it’s embarrassing. T-T
          
          I really hope we can talk today. Even five minutes would make my whole day feel less empty—assuming my phone decides to cooperate instead of dying dramatically like it always does.
          
          Love you even if the universe conspires against us talking ♥️
          
          Your undercover blanket gremlin,
          Mahi ♥️✨

Morning 

This phone has no charging at all but I just got notified that I don't have clg tmrw. Can we talk if I wake up early? Pleaseeeeee. Maybe my 8? Will you be up then? ♥️♥️♥️

Today was… surprisingly okay. Nothing special, nothing chaotic—just a normal day, which honestly feels like a blessing after how draining the last few days have been. The academy test went well too, which made me feel a little more grounded. It’s always nice when something actually cooperates with you for once.
          
          Oh—and guess what? Our finals got moved to the end of March. I don’t know whether to celebrate or panic later, but for now… yay, I guess. At least it gives me a little more time to breathe, even if March-me might hate present-me for being relieved.
          
          The only annoying part is this phone. Of course, of course today of all days it decides to have almost no charge. Cheers to another day where we probably won’t be able to talk again. Sigh. I feel like I’m always telling you “maybe tomorrow,” and I hate that… but it’s not like the battery listens to me.
          
          Still, I really hope your day goes great. I hope your boss isn’t a menace, and that you get some quiet moments with your cats—maybe cuddle them enough for the both of us. I can practically picture you with them, calm and peaceful, and it’s weirdly comforting even from ten hours away.
          
          Let’s both try to talk tomorrow, okay? Please. I miss our long letters turning into conversations.
          
          Yours undercharged gremlin,
          Mahi ♥️✨

Hi *tiny*
          
          Today was… a lot. Not “end-of-the-world bad,” but the kind of bad that just drains you from the inside out. 
          
          I’m mentally exhausted in that annoying, heavy way where everything feels ten times harder than it should be.
          
          I woke up at 9- yes, I know, I promised you 8. I even set the alarm like a responsible person, but my brain just… didn’t cooperate. And because of that, we missed our talk too, which made the morning feel even worse. 
          
          After that, my eyes kept closing every time I tried to stay awake. I thought, “Okay, I’ll use my phone for a bit, wake myself up, and then I’ll study.” I started reading the story you recommended, but my eyes would not stay open for even five seconds.
          
          I didn’t mean to fall asleep, but I accidentally knocked out around 11-something. Woke up at 1, confused and annoyed with myself.
          
          Then the rush started. 
          
          My academy was at 3:30, but between waking up late, being tired, skipping breakfast and lunch, cleaning a bit, and getting ready, I didn’t get even a single minute of study time. Not even one. 
          
          And then, of course, because I was late, all the good seats were gone. Literally the entire class showed up today, so it was crowded - way more people than I’m comfortable with - so I ended up taking the most corner seat available. It was the only choice.
          
          Except… they were so loud. Like painfully loud.
          
          You know how our timing works: we have lectures from 3:30 to 8:30, then the test from 8:30 to 10. Some teachers let us study during the last bit, some try to prepare us for future chapters, and some are so strict that sneaking in study time is impossible. 
          
          Today, with all those loud people around me, I couldn’t study at all—not even a little. My brain couldn’t focus. And because of that, the test went really bad.
          
          It just ruined my whole mood.
          
          When I got back home, I had two cakes. They helped a little, but I’m still in that off-balance, drained headspace. Like I’m here, but also not here.

When do you get off work? ♥️✨

*pacing around restlessly* 

Where is you? :) *knife emoji*