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Hey jagi. 
          
          Snapchat has been messing with me for an hour. It happens sometimes. It will be okay by tomorrow. 
          
          And I have to wake up early tomorrow too. I got a headache too. It sucks. Let's talk tomorrow, yeah? 
          
          Good night <3

OMGGGG SNAPCHATTT?!!! REALLY?!?

I'm back. 
          
          Sorry for yesterday. 
          
          I had a sht day yesterday. Didn't leave bed the whole day. I even had to skip the academy. I survived the academy today. Barely. 
          
          I've been bundled up in blankets whole day except for college. Yesterday too. 
          
          The reason I wasn't here yesterday was that I fell asleep at 9. Right off. Woke up at 12 today.✋
          
          The test went kinda well. I was just kinda slow in speed so I left two points. It shouldn't be important tho. 
          
          I want to prepare the next tests really really well because this week was sht and I've lost my aura in the academy (lol) cuz no way I didn't get the highest marks yesterday. Hmm. But yeah wtv. 
          
          I had fun at academy today. Definitely didn't regret going. Cuz I got two tests and both were really good so yay. 
          
          Ate a lot when I got home tho. Kinda regret that part cuz my stomach hurts now. 
          
          I missed you. :( 
          
          How are my babies? <3
          
          Soonie's bday was everywhere and I kept being reminded of my Soondoongdo :) ❤️❤️
          
          Your constantly sick potato,
          Mahi ♥️✨

I. Have decided. To act like a proper 20 yrs old adult lady that I am. 
          
          Therefore, I must only use proper and necessary foods and no yapping. 
          
          • I had a bad day.
          
          • I am sick. Like really. 
          
          • I am late. Sorry. :( 
          
          • I ate takeout and now I'm even sick. 

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Hi *giggles*
          
          I'm so happy I'm finally here cuz I missed you sooooo much T-T ♥️♥️ 
          
          I have the time AND charging. So yay~
          
          I did plan to share the tea but in low-key lazy to type and it's been freezing for a few days here, the sun has forgotten to shine. I've literally not seen sun since last month. My fingers are freezing and typing is a chore. So let's keep that aside.
          
          I was thinking I'd do a story dump on ya. (Respectfully)
          
          Like- I have a lot of random story ideas and I never get to write them because either "the plot isn't good enough" or "there's plot holes" or "how do I start/end" or "it has no potential" or I just am too lazy to type it out or plan it out or give my readers some sht. So yeah. 
          
          BUT there are some ideas I kinda like but I am unable to write them. Everytime I start I get stuck. So I thought over dinner I'd tell you one each day. 
          
          BUT. 
          
          Guess who forgot every idea I recollected in my brain as soon as I'd had dinner. *Sigh*
          
          Yeah. 
          
          That's me. 
          
          Anyways- 
          
          So there's ideas that I've built up FULLY but I think they're not good enough or I don't want to write them. 
          
          Then there's ideas for short stories. Or just that the idea is a one liner or too limited to be written. 
          
          Or there's stories that I have only some small things I want in there. Not exactly a plot. 
          
          Now there's this one story that falls in the second category ig. 
          
          I want to write a story based off of "the only bad thing about a star is they burn up". You know that song right? 
          
          In this one I thought I'd make Minho good to everyone. Understanding. Helping everyone out. Idol au btw. Then reveal after he "attempts" that he was the one suffering the most.
          
          But then again I think this would suit minchan more than minsung. Given chan is the star (idol) who burns up. If you know what I mean? 
          
          Also I just made a Pinterest board for my story "moonveil". You know the general aesthetics and all. It's pretty. I could share the link if you want? 

I’m back, hehe.
          
          I have so much tea to spill. Like, an unreasonable amount. The kind that needs emotional prep, proper timing, and maybe snacks. But let’s keep it for another time because I genuinely don’t have enough hours in my body right now.
          
          I need to wake up in three hours for… reasons. Don’t ask me why my life is like this. I don’t know either. All I know is that the tea alone would take forever, and if I start, I won’t stop, and then suddenly it’ll be morning and I’ll regret everything.
          
          But I just wanted to come back and say this: I missed you. So, so much. In that quiet way where you don’t even realize how much until you finally sit down and breathe and then it hits you all at once.
          
          I’m really sorry for not giving you the attention I promised. I hate that I couldn’t be as present as I wanted to be. I hope you know it wasn’t because I didn’t want to—it was just life being loud and me being very human. Still, I’m sorry :(
          
          I love you. So, so much. Even when I’m tired, even when I disappear for a bit, even when I have way too much tea and not enough time. You’re always there in my head, quietly, warmly.
          
          Okay, I should really go attempt sleep now before future-me hates present-me even more.
          
          Your very sleepy leaf,
          Mahi ♥️✨

Hi hi hi,
          
          Weird timing I know.
          
          I apologize for disappearing like *poof* yesterday. I came late from academy and my mum's short temper and sleeping early to get up by 5 am and the travel anxiety and low charging and the bad sleeping schedule from the past week, it all just kinda mixed up.
          
          I don't think I'll be able to text the next few days which I'm VERY sorry and sad for. Really really sorry. I promise I will try to give you all my attention I can once I come back. It's just that I don't think I'll be able to secretly text you under a blanket in a wedding house where there are so many guests.
          
          They also sleep early there. Like criminally early. And wake up even earlier. So there goes my plan to get some sleep. And I'm definitely gonna get bombarded with questions about who I'm talking to. Hehe.
          
          This feels like a goodbye letter lol. But I promise it isn't. I'll be back by Monday (unless I mysteriously unalive in a car accident. That's a conversation for another time.) 
          
          I might've forgotten many points from what I was revising all night but I hope you understand. I'm getting ready to leave and I didn't want to just disappear.
          
          Love you ❤️❤️❤️ 
          
          Yours,
          Mahi ♥️✨

Hi,
          
          Sorry I’m criminally late.
          
          Today has just been… sht. Like, I hate it. Completely. Academy was exhausting—two tests back to back—and I’m kind of emotionally drained on top of it. My brain feels like mush, and I just want to curl into a blanket and disappear.
          
          Then, of course, I had to do packing when I got back. Took forever. Somehow everything takes longer than it should. And now I have to study because tomorrow’s test is difficult, so I’ve been juggling both and now it’s almost 4 AM. My body is screaming, my brain is screaming, and honestly, I’m just… tired.
          
          And then tomorrow, I have the test. And Friday is going to be another level of exhausting because it’s a six-hour drive to the wedding house. We’ll leave in the morning and arrive just in time to get ready for the function. I already know I’m going to be so tired I’ll be a zombie with makeup.
          
          I promised myself I’d behave like a 20-year-old adult and not overshare, but here I am anyway, dumping all of my whining into your inbox.
          
          Anyway… I hope your day was better than mine. Or at least calm and quiet.
          
          Your tired leaf,
          Mahi ♥️✨

@leesomniac very true. Ive been listening to it a lot more