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dont think anyone's gonna see this or care but uh :")
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I feel worthless, like i cant do anything right, my only source of happiness is asleep and I almost r*lapsed and i dont know what to do, I wanna d*e i dont deserve this life, my parents are assholes and transphobic and homophobic and I dont know what to do anymore, my life seems to just go on without anything to grasp on to, the only thing keeping me going is my loving boyfriend and not much else and theres even times i doubt if he really loves me from my past relationships and ive been fucked over for giving my all to someone who didn't deserve it and gave nothing back. of course im greatful for him but sometimes I doubt everything in my life, I dont deserve everything i have I really onky deserve to d*e in a hole where I belong like the filthy mutt i am :)
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wow what a way to randomly appear :")