txmmyxxinnit
wow I feel like opening a time capsule.
Uhm, hi! Remember me? haha. That one person who loves benchtrio and wrote fics about them back during pandemic? yeah.
I wanna say sorry that I completely vanished and completely ignored wattpad. Tbh, back when I was still doing this, this was on the BOTTOM of my to do list. I never prioritized this until eventually it disappeared from my priorities list.
People loved my stuff even if I was just a bored teenager in their home, writing from 1 to 5 am. Years went by and slowly having the maturity of a young adult, I'm thinking "wow, I was probably so crazy to write fan fiction about my favorite creators back then", which btw, the characters were never the CCs to begin with, it's their characters in Universe.
Whatever, I just wanna give everyone closure here. I'm not a teenager anymore, I won't continue to write these things. I love creating stories but not if it's based off of real people (i realized its lowkey weird). I sometimes still look back and commend myself for being very creative in the stories and how I managed to write these and actually make sense. I'm not going to promise I'll come back, but if I do, it's not going to be DSMP related anymore, I left that fandom LONG ago.
Im very thankful for the 1.2k of you that followed me for the fics, it was very morale boosting for a teenager with a very low self esteem back then. You never knew me personally, but to me, you guys appreciated what I was doing, even if it was lowkey weird lol.
I hope you guys achieve whatever it is you wish to achieve. It's not a goodbye, but rather a "see you again, someday".
mus1kg4l
i actually got a notification about this tbh now that im older and actually is conscious in life, i REALLY get you when you said how its lowkey weird to create stories about real ppl honestly, your writing gave me a new perspective in books and fantasy. although we never talked much, im so glad to have knew you from the very start
afterall, we all move on from the past. no matter what, we should enjoy the present and focus on our future trust i hope everything goes well in your life and im really proud of whatever you have achieved over the past few years. don’t give up writing tho!! u have a really good talent at it (but i completely understand if you will quit later on in life )
take care of yourself in your adult life i guess.. ionno im not that sure, im still a teenager but yeah! keep on thriving and pay your taxes haha.
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