I've decided to cancel my book, I might keep it but just change the names in the book because I watched a video on ships in general and I got super uncomfortable as I saw Taekookers and Jikookers talking about their ships and getting really into their business and at first I was like "Wow that's really gross to make analysis videos and have extreme ships" and then I realized I write fanfictions, no my books aren't heavily based off of the idols themselves just their names, ethnicity, heights and genders maybe even physical features but I started feeling weird, almost disgusted by myself for also reading fanfictions and shipping them as they seem very uncomfortable with it. For the 18 people who are following me if you feel like it please tell me if I should keep my book and just change the names or just cancel it. Also I've decided to stop shipping all together and to stop reading Kpop ship fanfictions I will still probably read incorrect quotes lmao bc that's not shipping ✊ anyways if anyone even cares enough let me know what you think.