i didnt get in trouble because of you. i got in trouble because i stopped checking my blood sugar again and then i failed a vocab test which dropped my english grade down.
but im so tired. i dont know how longer i can do this.. they told me i was stupid to do anything. which ive always known but it really hurt to hear them say that to me. i wish i could have talked to you this weekend. this was one of the hardest weekend i have probably ever had. and on top of everything this week and weekend, saturday was 2 years that my papa killed himself. and ive been getting ready to march in the parade next week and i dont know if i am going to be able to be in colorguard next year. my parents said they would talk about it.
well i love you and im sorry for being so stupid.
