Victoria Jean

But if I’m being honest, it wasn’t a light day.
          And like muscle memory, the moment I punched the card,
          my first instinct was to look for you— in a sea of strangers,
          half-hoping you’d be there,
          half-pretending it was just another Friday night.
          
          Instead, I held my phone.
          And somehow, it felt like the universe
          had quietly aligned us again.
          
          I was right
          you asked how my day was.
          
          And I wanted to ask where you were,
          how you really were
          but the words stayed where they were,
          because I knew…
          you weren’t okay either.

It started when he offered me an ice cream. I was in the middle of crying over a guy who just broke my heart—by not being mine. I know it's crazy and stupid at the same time but that shit hurts because I expected that we can be more. That I can be more to him.
          When I felt something is in front of me I looked at it and saw a cookies n' cream flavored ice cream. I looked up to see who's holding it. And I was surprised to see a stranger. He's not looking at me so I scanned him. He's wearing a plain white shirt and a black pants, very simple. But what caught my attention was his I.D—University of the Philippines Manila was written on its lace. And I'm sure, he's not that simple.
          
          
          -nakaisip na naman po ako ng plot mweehehehehe. 
          
          

          August 31,2021
          Tuesday
          
          Tonight is the last night of August. And I just want to write something about what happened, what I did... Where I've been and what I've learned from the whole 31 days. August was my typical roller coaster month. I laughed, I cried, I was happy, I was sad, I got mad, I forgave and I am still me lol but the highlight of this month is when I graduated from senior high school. It was a bittersweet experience. Bitter because, it feels so rapid and at the same time it was sweet because I finally graduated from high school and I hope I can finally get a part time job aside from selling Netflix accounts. What I did this month? I write, write, write and compose some songs to entertain myself. I got to finished some one shot stories and a novel. I also uploaded an episode for my podcast that I started 4 months ago. It was fun, indeed. Still trying hard, but what's important is I'm trying, right? Where I've been? Still stuck here in Pampanga... And I guess I'll be here for the next 4 years because I decided to enroll here. I got into a university here with my dream course and I was happy. I also passed PUPCET but didn't the course that I want but it's fine. I kinda expecting that to happen hahahahah. And lastly... What did I learn this month? A LOT. I've learned that we can't always get things that we want but it's fine– really. Us not getting the things we wanted is a sign that we can get something better. It would be something that we don't REALLY want but it's something that's MEANT FOR US. Thus, it's true... That REJECTION IS SOMETIMES A REDIRECTION. I didn't get into UP but I passed PUPCET and got into DHVSU which is also a great university. Lastly... +

Si Pauleen ay sa SOTW. Si Pholeen naman yung sa Isola HAHAHAHAHA. WAG MALILITO PAREHAS LANG SILA NG NICKNAME.

There will be times wherein you'll hear something you don't want to hear but at the end of the day, you'll be thankful because you've heard it.
          
          

Good morning! 
          
          
          In 5 days UP results will be out. Since the month of July I was just anxious and nervous so I distracted myself by writing and updating my stories. I don't have any idea if I'll make it but I'm happy that I tried my best to be part of their admission. 
          
          If UP is not for me I know there will be other schools that would help me achieve my dreams. Same as you, if you didn't get something that you want right now, maybe  'that something' you want is not for you and that there's something better that you deserve. 
          
          
          

Ilang entry kaya si Broken heart? 

Goodnight! Let me give you Broken heart hahahahaha. I'm trying my best to be good at writing poems, so I hope you'll like it. ‍♀️❤️

Henlo!! Next updates will be on Saturday and Sunday! ♥️ Tho, kaya naman ng time ko after online class but I just can't type the scene and dialogue this time hngggg I'm sorry, that's all hnggg ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Tuwing umaga visible ang clouds pero ang star hindi, kapag gabi naman ang mga tala ang visible... Ang ulap hindi.
          
          Sooo.....