Jkey_Chan04
Booboo, it's me!!
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Jooniebooniewoonie
I miss you I hope your doing good
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@Jooniebooniewoonie , I miss you so much too T^T ! I can't believe it has been a year already, just been a little drained that I forgot just how long I have been away from here ! How are you ?
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My finals have ended which means I am back to commenting. I got the results I have wanted so I am back. I never announced that I would be gone at times before and during finals, I did say but never openly. It has been so long and I have missed many of you so much that I want to cry over the times I have been gone on here. I never wanted to go on break, but I knew that it was needed for me to be at a good headspace before and during my finals. I will spend less time on here compared to the past when I was actige though, just wanted to be open about that. I will be busy with personal studies and trying out new/old skills. I appreciate that you were all patient with me.
(I am mentally at a better state than where I was when I decided to be gone for a while, this break was very needed for myself both mentally and for my future which were my results/grades. I did go on breaks during the past but I happened to get even at a worse mental state when I came back. I am stronger now.)
(I did promise to come back when my best boy came back but I was scared that he would recive hate once he appeared so I stayed quite on here. Then on the last day of November he suddenly got hate and it did affect me emotionally. I also promised to come back once got7 came back but jype's and division 2 mistreatment towards them made me just so disgusted. I am sorry.)
I am back and I will comment tommorow since today is my cleaning day and just for me to relax before my personal schedule begins.
Love you all and take care of yourself.
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 , We all miss something from time to time. It is indeed okay but that doesn’t stop me from wanting to get emotional. Honestly, I used to love maths but I had two not so great teachers even though they were supposed to be and that just made me get worse at math. That is more than great that the tutor of yours was going slow and teaching you from the start of how it is supposed to be solved. I feel like math is a subject with many questions and supposed to be taught at at a steady pace for the student to really grasp it. Improvement is good, congrats bo! Took some time to finally make my own choices that I was truly happy with. It is, it will also be okay. I just enjoy looking back at how much one’s own time/life has changed. Just mine, going to treasure it as best as I can. It isn’t but it doesn’t take away the feeling that comes after it. The feeling of sadness, exhaustion, tiredness, stressed, drained, scared and the fearful part can be overwhelming. Those words are comforting, knowing a battle will just have many steps. I am indeed winning, but there are days when I am not, so I will just have to keep going. Thank ya ❤️❤️❤️ Love ya so so so so much booboobo ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Take care of yourself and as always wishing you good luck on/for your studies! You can do it, go go go you ! Just keep at it, you will make yourself proud. ❤️
MylifeuNamjoon04
@uLOSERS I miss your activeness too, Keke but! It's okay❤ Ugh, maths. I have been on tuition for Maths now and when I was so grateful for my tutor for teaching me the steps one by one so I'm kinda okay with maths(a bit) I'm glad you are making your own choices It's okay, boo. I feel you boo. No need to gush it over. Your time, it's all yours Breaking down isn't a bad thing, it's a sign, a mark of your battle. The battle between you and insecurity, anxiety, depression or any thing. And you have to win, you already did but you a going through it. So it's okay❤❤❤❤ Love you booboo❤❤
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 , Thank you bo, missed commenting on your stories though! I will take it slowly. It is good indeed, they weren’t difficult except for math so yeah. This was a choice I had made since the beginning of November actually, I really want to be back now. Of course I won’t be active for many times out of my day and I don’t feel guilty over that anymore. I probably will never be as active as how I was during my very active days but maybe in the future I will be for a little while. ‘My time’, it is a little refreshing to read that. I won’t make myself worry over that but it still makes me emotional, you know. I just wasn’t mentally strong enough for this app, for a few years(2~3) I have been trying to act like I am but instead I broke down countless times, I certainly am now though, kekeke ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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My wattpad is a bit down, I can’t read anything. If it gets better I promise to read a few ff and comment.
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It got back to normal a day after this or hours after. I have just been taking a bit of time off for myself. I am not going to say ‘forgive me’ because I believe focusing on your health whether mentally or physically is good but I truly do feel bad for going ia. It is normal when you feel bad about something you have done you will say sorry, i understand those words so I am sorry.
I will go back to normality once my finals are out of the way and I got the scores I was aiming for. Finals are so important so please be patient with me.
Take care of yourself, okay ?!
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GOT7 CB !!!
I am so happy, yesterday I felt so happy towards the end of the day so I think my ahgase senses sensed something!
I am going to wait patiently but I can’t help but scream out of excitement.
Sleepless nights would be the best. Listening to got7 on repeat while studying, exercising while playing got7 songs. I promised I will be back by then so I guess I am going to be in 5 days or so.
My first CB with @MylifeuNamjoon04 and a few others !!
Take care of yourself.
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 It will be my 4th as an ahgase and 5th as a listener and fan of their music, knowing it will be your first as an ahgase warms me up so much. Let us spend the most and best of it. I also can't wait. It does sound wonderful, it will be. Uwu I am so happy to be around your first cb as an ahgase. ❤️❤️❤️
MylifeuNamjoon04
@uLOSERS Uwuuuu, I cannot wait for it! Spending together with you and others sounded so wonderful! This will be our first time and my first time cb as an ahgase, uwuuuu
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you know, when I thought I couldn't get even more mad at mnet I did. seon,, what they did to seon. Seon would have been so popular in that show if mnet didn't sabotage him with evil editing.
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{REST}
Till got7 and seon don’t come back I also won’t come back so soon. I am taking a little rest and I hope you accept it. By rest I just mean that I would only spend 10~30 minutes each day on this app. See you soon with positivity~! Seon and got7 really be giving me false hope /cries/.
/I am kinda joking and kinda not/
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 I can wait but it is JYP(e) that I am upset about I guess. It is saddening that you feel me bo, mhm. UwU Uwuuuuu Same, yeah let’s cry together. /cries intensely/
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The backbone of the fandom suing shopee or the shopee organizer, I love to see it. I don’t like that they got ripped of though :( !
Hopefully they collect their money!!!
MylifeuNamjoon04
Heyooo!
It's me again, boo!
I know it's a bit sudden but I miss you, I really do. So, how are you? Is life treating you well? I hope they did.
If they don't, you know exactly that I am here for you. I'll be there even if I am late, I will be there.
Love you Boo! And I only wish the best for you❤
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 I will. Of course and thank you. You are also Da Best ! I won’t worry then but take care. I also love you, so so so so so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
MylifeuNamjoon04
@uLOSERS take your time, Boo! Just focus on you for now Thank you to you, you are da best❤ I will try to give myself rest, I promise. Don't worry *3 I love you so much!❤❤❤
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@MylifeuNamjoon04 I will, I hope the healing process is quick but that will only have consequences so I will be patient. The scars aren’t pretty but they do bring a lesson. I will try to do that, weirdly I am starting to lose a lot of interest in most things. You are so sweet, I will continue to support for as long as I can. Thank you to you too, you are such a gem. Yes, put all of it. Hopefully after that you can semi rest. Of course ❤️ Borahae hehe ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Going to make fanfics, specifically bottom namjoon fanfics revolving around got7 songs in the near future. I had a different idea fanfic idea but this works even better. We will start it off with Got7-moon U, ending of this idea is unclear. The concept of using lyrics isn’t new. I will give links to where you can find the song. I will upload the first chapter by October or so. I hope you can support me, but it is fine if you don’t.
After catch a break with life(school, assignments, future studies, mental health worsening) I promise to give many comments to writers since I kinda miss doing that.
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i am going to take my time with. i am going to heal first though. hopefully by December there will be 2-3 one-shots.
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@SO23_Sega , I will plan the plot and everything so the first/half of the oneshot can be revealed as soon as possible which would be 10-12 days from now. I will do it then, thank you for the slight motivation.