calixxxx_20
Andy is fine, he doesn't really access to the Internet or is allowed to leave the house. I'm going to get him a phone though guys trust
uhLynzistheMynz
ladymaria77
uhuhm I forgot to do another update that he DIDN’T leave :3 but,,, his mom is keeping a really close eye on him <//3
ladymaria77
andy came back yesterday on tuesday, but unfortunately tmrw he’s gonna be gone for a few more months, like 3-6 unfortunately. js thought I should update. I think he might get his phone back after that time
ladymaria77
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shit sorry I meant Monday I’m getting my days mixed up but yeah
calixxxx_20
Hey guys just letting you all know, Andy is okay. His mom reached out to me, he almost Od'd the other day and got put in the hospital. He is getting better and will be moving back once the doctors give him the okay. He's alive just has no access to anything
calixxxx_20
@ermmmmwhattheflip Yeah of course dude. I'll keep everyone updated with whatever info I get
ermmmmwhattheflip
@calixxxx_20 thank you for the update, but god that is terrible, I hope Andy is okay.
Idiot_from_Slovakia
Hey Andy, are you okay?
ladymaria77
u good??
Ermwhagthepoptart
UH I LOVE YOU ALL SM MWAHHSHSHS
Ermwhagthepoptart
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Play now its actually over jm sl fucking dead
uhLynzistheMynz
Okay that's enough ranting for the day uh
uhLynzistheMynz
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I mean idk life is okay right now, I really should stop complaining. I have awesome friends online and irl, I have two supportive-ish authority figures in my life that care about my future, I'm not completely flunking school, we're not living paycheck-to-paycheck and on food stamps, I go to therapy, my moods havent been completely out of control. I really just need to stop being sucb a fucking mess all the time just for the sake of it. At this point, there is zero explanation to confiscate or that really gives a valid reason for why I've been so reckless and immature.
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I dont know, there's just really nothing that's maintaining reason-- "You have to find that within!! The only way you'll that is working on yourself !" I GET IT. IM NOT FUCKING STUPID.. I dont know, I probably sound like a major guilt-tripper, I won't deny that. Nor am I stating that he's the cause of it and that he should sell his soul to me or whatever, he's his own person and my feelings are obsolete when it comes to humanity (shocker) I just idk it reallt fucking sucks man. I'm such a freaking loser and I can't figure out my own feelings before it's already too late. It's not like anything would've been made of it anyways, it's jsut nice to think about. I often dream of him, standing, staring at me, (as dumb as it sounds) I just really wish I wasn't such a bottom-dwelling fuck and actual grew thr balls to at least text the guy LIKE CMON YOUVE LIKED HIM FOR OVER A YEAR NOW AND YOU CANT EVEN TALJ TO HIM WHATS WRONG WITH YOU. Im going insane i think
uhLynzistheMynz
i'm sp scared to have a repeat of last year that i've just completely stopped talking to a few of my friends in general and i feel like such a scumbag for it (obviously) and I've seriosuly never felt like worse of a person until now. And I feel like, anyone who tries to convince me otherwise is just enabling my actions