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Big hit just proved to me why writing on wattpad is a bad idea.
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Ao3: Haha you can write a Story right here, in my tags.
Wattpad: Not my fault you have more than two characters. ╮(─▽─)╭
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On a second note, I feel unstoppable. Gotta make use of it by immediately posting a fic I know the end of!
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Ah, I broke up with my girlfriend... I felt like updating. I'm better than I thought I would be.
Honestly, I love her so much. Our relationship was always toxic but she helped me through a lot. She helped me build up self esteem, she helped me believe there are good days ahead.
She made me hate myself less. And it was that one thing I thought nobody could change. I never thought I would come to love myself, even. Which is actually weird, that I can hate myself while still loving myself.
But it works better than what I had before her. And if it wasn't for what she taught me, I could never broke up with her. It's so ironic! I really do love her and I'll miss her.
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@bts_depressed_shitu I'm really glad that you speak so nicely and how to say this.. close to me? It makes me really happy. And, you're right. While she was so nice to me, she had the habit of reflecting her pain on our relationship and it was wrong. But still, just like you said, she taught me something valuable!
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I MUST WRITE.
MY FINGERS ARE ITCHING.
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Right now : replaying good memories I collected with my girlfriend.
But it's hard to know they're not replaceable.
It's hard because the memories I have with her are all countable, and that we won't add much on them, and that they're all I have.
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All my announcements are filled with authors who are starting to school and exams. : (
Hopefully, they're gonna have a nice year.
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@bts_depressed_shitu mine starts in September, too! Though I'm not going to school but I do have exams. Anyway, I'll hope that you're gonna have a good school year, too! I really wish you meet with nice people and have good grades.
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I miss GLAM so much. They were... They were soo—ಥ_ಥ
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She had said "Don't forget, we're in this together." but I feel alone all the time.
Because I imagined we could have late night chats on the phone if we can't hold each other.
Because I thought we would eat face to face through a screen since we can't really touch each other.
Because I wanted to be by your side when you're having a bad day even if it's impossible for me to come to your side to protect you.
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Seed of Chucky is just sooo funny.