ukiyo-a

u ironically had fire stories, past me
          
          if anyone is looking for me, I am on insta by the name screamingraves, I am a musician now 
          
          I have survived  
          (barely because I am soon hospitalized)

i think my time has come to leave this platform and its members. 
          you've been a great community. 
          stay safe guys. <3

darrlinggg…. guesss who’s back from jaillll

gonna be away from wattpad for a while because my phone told me even if I don't actively use the app, it drains my battery life

Tbh, I just need a break rn, this incident with this new boy in my school that got obsessed with me is draining my energy
          Everything is draining my energy, I don't wanna do anything and I don't know why exactly I can't rest atm

Some people are excluded for a reason. 
          
          If your friends say that person is a weirdo you should listen.
          
          Don't be like me.
          
          Not every person has something good in themselves at every time, sometimes you need to leave them so they can realize and work on themselves.

no, actually
          I grew up being abused every single second of my life and it carried on until last year
          so now that I'm free I won't drown my own voice out
          they may be blind to see my lips mouth
          or deaf to hear my vocal cords scream
          but I won't be
          
          I may not know me yet
          I may not be sure what gender I am
          but my voice counts.

"I hate that I always look my best
          When I'm dying on the inside"

I want a break
          But I also have the annoying urge to love someone and fall inlove deeply and cuddle with someone
          Not the ppl around me because ppl I know scare me for a couple of reasons
          But someone I have never met
          Because strangers are still the most beautiful ppl ever, the most harmful but also the prettiest and purest
          That's why I always fall for strangers
          (And guys I can't have)
          
          But besides that I really want a social activity break because it is getting exhausting to have friends, the introvert in me is slowly dying

math test now, let's go :3
          I'm actually so optimistic because I know if I screw up my parent isn't going to be mad :D
          
          (I'm the parent)