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{VENT POST, READ AT UR OWN RISK, I JUST WANTED TO GET IT OFF NY CHEST}
I hate my parents. I hate them. And I never thought I'd say that. As a kid I cried if I said that. But i can't keep doing this. I can't keep having them kick me when I'm already down. I've had some lows, but never to the point where I've had to go stay at someone else's for a week because they can't even look at me. They cant even stand my presence. Why can't I just be enough for them, I don't understand. I've been trying so hard to just be normal, and why can't I. Why can't I just do shit. Why can't I just listen and do basic stuff.
Fuck I wish I was nerotypical.