sabun dil

@rontobaur hi either send me a msg on the email I've given or u can tell me yours if you are comfortable

@un-lost  hi im interested 

@Almondpocket_66pcket hello thank u for this msg <3 it depends on what ur preference is, but id recommend jeanette winterson, annie ernaux, ocean vuong, tell the wolves I'm home, mrs s by k patrick - they're all lit fic leaning; wide sargasso sea is good as well, jean rhys in general is wonderful. angela carter - the bloody chamber!!!! cannot recommend this woman enough, beautifully violent fairytale retellings. the lonely city by olivia laing!!! (non fic) i love to read a lot of fantasy as well, i don't know if you'd be into that though - the winternight trilogy, ava reid's books, the spear cuts through water (this made me realize form is a thing), horseman (folk-horror-ish). looking glass sound - v v convoluted but i thought abt it for days afterwards. poetry - agha shahid ali, mary oliver, langston hughes, emily dickinson.
            id love a book rec back!

song is sabun dil by osho jain 

@ragamala omg that is so cool <3 ive been looking at these paintings for so long and didnt know the name lol

(also what's the song??)

@hxlios yes you get it dont you 

@un-lost no but studying for exams is just insulting your inner child that dominated 4th grade English class so it’s all good

like i had an anatomy exam the next day (and a imp one) and i kept procrastinating by scribbling down potential ideas for my first tattoo it was so stupid 

@hxlios hiii finally remembered the name its sister death

@un-lost excuse me i NEED the name oh god

@hxlios ikkkkkkk this reminded me of a movie abt a girl who saw god / had a vision as a kid and then got famous but it never happened again and in her 20s she started obsessing over trying to make it happen trying to be the perfect little holy lamb and it didnt and she spiralled into insanity it was so fucking good 

@un-lost oh yeah that’s also such a pretty one I love it 

wait i have read one poem from that collection idk the title it goes like there is loneliness in this world so great that u can see it in the slow movement of the hands of a clock

@hxlios omg wait let me read this poem up then

@hxlios omg yes the troubled teen girl to obsessing over cannibalism pipeline is real and its getting to me 

@hxlios  ilysm

subscribed so quick (hoping it worked)

@hxlios idkkk i still need to inhale your words pls feed me 

@un-lost I HAVENT PUBLISHED IN SO LONG I have no audience except u lol

@hxlios honestly lets make a deal abt this

@hxlios as of now my camera is wobbly and unfocussed  its ... not v good how abt u 

@un-lost so glad your camera’s zooming out :’) 

@hxlios as for the second pin yessss i feel like when ur small there's this imaginary camera that's always hyperfocused on you and what you're doing and every small gesture has to mean something bad abt you but as you get older the camera sort of zooms out and u realize its not that serious no one rlly hates you or smn idk I'm on that arc rn like rediscovering what basic human gestures might mean lmao