I‘m bisexual but I‘m more attracted to guys (at the moment, can change anytime)
The thing is: I‘m only more attracted to men because I love/hate being in toxic realationships (I don‘t even mean that as a joke.) and women are more likely to be not toxic and give me the feeling of being taken care of and loved and sometimes I feel like I don‘t deserve this.
I hate this so much, makes me sick.