Honestly, lately I've been extremely unmotivated and depressed to write anything. I go through school noticing others succeed at their dreams, doing what they like and benefiting from it, along with peers writing like a 10 year old yet getting better marks than me... it's like what am I even doing with my life? I'm always compared to someone for most good qualities about myself, though reading and writing was always considered something I topped in; now that's gone.
I was always unsure if I should even bother to keep writing to be a professional like I've secretly wanted to be all these years, and slowly as time passed this feeling has gotten worse.
I realize some of you might not care for this, but I just thought i should let those wondering know why I haven't updated any of my stories for so long.