@undeadtwilight
posted pathfinder in advance (though i still have to like rewrite the first chap and all)
will be reposting TLH as well, just gonna tweak the copy I have straight out of ao3 (and update there accordingly) and then I'll proceed with the rest of the chapters. my gdrive had NOT deleted that god-forbid 80k nightmarish fic (and it wasn't near to the ending yet!) where my writing style every year just crashed and burned with each other lol
we're gonna go back to basic that's for sure
currently have work that's basically related to writing (hoping to get promoted to full-time), and because of it, somehow i've had a little more writing productivity injected into my system. still have my old drafts and i can't wait to get in touch with them once again.
KISHIA
@theevilteddybear all of what you said, 100% accurate. sometimes things really get overwhelming for a while but stopping myself from overthinking the things out of my reach and instead work on what i *can* do really helped a bunch of times. definitely have a long way to go to, but it's been miles better than what i used to live with before and I'm happy about it :D
@PYXISMANA I'm glad that life is looking up for you! You absolutely deserve the best things in life and only good things. To be honest, I think part of being human is changing and growing from where we've been, so it's not really cringey that you were opposed to a more positive mindset. It's hard to remember that things will get better in time when you're going through times where you're just trying to function. It just means that you've grown from where you were and you've worked to change your mindset.
@theevilteddybear Oh, I've witnessed that whole cheesy phrase myself happen to me xD Things did get better for me, problems aside, and I'm glad that at least most of it was because I did my fair share of the work and did it in earnest. It really feels nice when you feel like the universe has rewarded you in what little way it can, even if it was just as simple as a message from the people who matter :') It kinda makes me cringe how OPPOSED I had been regarding this thinking it was just some bullshit optimistic approach lmaoooo
google how do i reconnect with my friends here ohGod
@undyingtwilight um I'm up and down my father just passed away and more and more I long to write. But christmas is fun so there's that
@shadowsleek been doing great, got a job related to writing too so now I can just bank on my hobby for real! how are you? :D
ive been away from this hellhole for ages that i forgot the usernames of all my friends JESUS CHRIST