@underfellmoron24 please, im seriously begging here, please dont, itd extremely hard to get out of, it took me too years and it got so bad to a point i couldnt tell it was my own arms. Its not worth it, you dont deserve it, and everyone makes mistakes. You might think it helps but it really doesnt, it just drags you further into depression, i cant say i know what your going through because everyone is different but im always here if you need to talk