underthemidnightsky

dbzkia thank you fro all of your support and encouragement it means a lot

underthemidnightsky

"I'm sorry.
          Two words that we say a lot,yet we never really mean it.
          
          Pain.
          What you feel.
          What I wish I could take away.
          Sadly, I am not the rain.
          
          Happiness.
          What I give to you in the time we share.
          What I wish you had all the time.
          Sadly, I'm not magic.
          
          
          Hurt.
          All you have ever known.
          What I try and keep you from.
          Sadly, I am not a shield.
          
          Love.
          What we have.
          Probably the one thing I'll always do right.
          For I am just a boy.
          And you are just a girl.
          
          Hurt, Pain, Happiness, Love, Fear, Kindness.
          
          All the things I feel can't be expressed in words,yet I try.
          
          I feel...
          Love.
          Hurt.
          Pain.
          Fear.
          Happiness.
          Butterflies.
          Excitement.
          Nerves.
          Sweaty hands, heart beat fast, stomach in knots. 
          All the things I feel for you.
          
          Without you.
          Wrists cut, tears fall, heart torn open.
          Empty.
          Nothing. 
          Shell.
          Soul gone.
          
          I'll always be there to catch you when you fall.
          Be at the bottom ready to catch you.
          So go ahead.
          Fall.
          Fast, hard, no regrets, no reservations, no remourse, no pain, no regret.
          Just Fall.
          Its ok.
          I'm waiting at the bottom.
          You won't have to fall to far.
          Just...
          Fall.
          ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
          I love you,Valery.
          This probably makes no sense,but its the best way I can explain how I feel.
          ~Kaiden Eric<3" http://wattpad.com/story/3080629

underthemidnightsky

something happened in my life that was very bad....it turned out fairly well all is well...i am turning the event into a book i will be replacing the people involved with it with fictional characters from my sickly twisted imagination....along with a mix of true and untrue events....im not sure how long it will take me to complete but im starting now so wish me luck :)