@AndreeaVictoriaProda
Hi, I am afraid I am not giving out spoilers :) I know I take a while to update, but when I can the story should explain the answer to your first question.
As for the second, I am leaving that more to the imagination of the reader. Everyone will have their own idea in mind, and any number of them could be true depending on the person.
I hope that answers your questions, and I wish you great day