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So me and my boyfriend ended up breaking up on Wednesday. He texted me during youth and asked if he could tell me something. He was texting with his toxic fucking ex, who CHEATED on him MULTIPLE times, and he told me he had feelings for her again, and she did too; like what the fuck? Then I found out yesterday that they got back together. He and I dated for NINE FUCKING MONTHS, and he immediately started dating her the next day!?
Then he responded with "I feel like I just hurt you. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." Like what? Yes, you fucking did by doing that. And then he played the guilty card to try and make me feel bad by being like e, "I was selfish and childish, and it should've never happened." "I fucked this for myself now I have to pay the price." And then I audacity the audacity to ask if we could still be friends, which I said yes because we're literally childhood besties, and they come over every Saturday. Oh and the icing on the cake, our parents didn't know we were dating. We kept it a secret because then my parents would be even more strict with my shit by checking all of our messages, not letting us have any privacy whatsoever when we were outside at my house, and my younger siblings wouldn't leave us alone so that's why we didn't tell them.