fuck.

why is this still up oh my god?? i swear i deleted it + ive changed my name since i made this aghhf

wow thanks anxiety

why do people put all their fucking problems in their bio like im not here editing my bio like "i wanna shove my finger down my throat lol" because i know thats just bringing pity and i fucking hate pity
          also can people stop being like "aw im depressed :( my s/o broke up with me" when theyre like,,, fucking /eleven/

im about to fucking kill myself

im not sad im just overwhelmed

dont look at me dont look at me dont look at me im crying im crying stop please dont look

it's all my fault

it's always my fault i know it is im sorry im sorry this is all my fault

im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important im not important

my mom blames my constant nausea and headaches on the fact that i dont get out of bed but i blame those and the fact that i never get out of bed on her and the rest of my fucking shitstain family