Sometimes I go on Instagram and I look at my old friends pictures, the ones who left me behind and weren't true friends and I get sad that I spent so much time on people like them, when I could of been using that time for my other loyal friends and family.
I get dreams that they come back into my life too, effecting my life horribly and using my current friends and such, as a way to cause me more hurt and pain than ever before, and even though I pray to God everyday that those people stay out of my life and out of my friend's lives for good, there's just that feeling that they'll come back or people like them will come into my life again.
I don't want that and I hope that I do not deal with the same mistakes from the past that made people walk all over me and step all over me for their benefit.
I will not be that type of person anymore. I'm stronger than them, and I don't need to step all over people to get to where I want, even though it would probably seem easier.. #imheretoinspire