Iam an open minded free spirited person. I enjoy the smaller things in life at the same time always have the bigger picture in mind.
Sometimes it feels like I want to be a very care free person.

I’m good at being creative, and there were times that I'd like to make everything I have in mind. I'm a perfectionist after all tho its not obvious cause I usually fail and fall down 

I love to watch and read fictions. It teleports me into somewhere. Escape from being ignored. Escape from being misunderstood. Escape from being hurt. Escape from being alone. Escape from being a pretender. Escape from reality.

I'am writing fictions. I have a lot in mind. Some were written on my notebooks, some on wattpad, some were stocked in mind, some were finished but some were not.

I usually daydream. 
I'am confident! Really confident if only i have nothing to fear about and to be shy of. Sad truth I have a lot of fear. 

I have skyscrapers of dreams. I wanna travel the world. Be independent and confident. I want to find myself. Be completely happy.I want to complete my buckets of buckets of bucket list. 

I can spend my whole day being alone. I'm used to it. I'm not the talkative type. I don't really talk a lot. Because its usually like its better being quiet than being misunderstood. But in mind I have a lot to say. I usually can't understand myself. 

The inner me would always say: "Iam a strong girl. Would I stay this far if Iam not?" But I guess Iam not born to show how I fell. Iam very emotional. Iam thoughtful. I care a lot. It's just Iam not showy. Iam not showy because I fear a lot.

I spend a lot of time thinking about a lot of things. Like...
Evolution.Afterlife.Why Pringles made their tubes so small that I can't put my hand in there. What comes first, Egg or Chicken.
I have a lot in mind. 

Time will come.