juanlopez0701

Don't really want to get hopes up for nothing %*^%#

lol prob only place I can rant *inhales oxygen * one person whom likes me talks to me about it all the time to me
          To me she is like a friend stupid I ranting here but don't know where i can post something where no one will look I mean like she is just like board games for me . I like em but not with a passion to always play with them and I don't love them I like her as a friend nothing else but the continuous thought of this keeps going through her head 
          But then there is water.. Water whom for some reason hold so many mysteries and i don't know I'm curious I'm curious about the deep blue sea I'm curious about all of these things . But the thing is I fell for water not due to how she looks
          But due to what she beholds.....

WATTUP DYLLLL

Funny . I've been doubted over and over  by parents and shit . I still manage to prove them wrong but all of  sudden it's  like I never proved them false . Anger brought upon over and over . The fire never dims down . It's strives to get bigger and bigger and burn ones inside and out . Never listening to me I'm crazy it seems I'm  just over reacting till someone sees but it's fine we all turn a little crazy sometimes ......

I think I'm dead 
          

Everything you ever thought is just a lie 
          

This is just all a  game but it isn't to late to cheat to the ending 

Listen to music others listen to but not the beat noise but the words . Learn about them and how they feel at the moment or always . 

Is this life we live in a  curse or a blessing ? 

Went from talk all day 
          To twice a day
          To once a week 
          To an hour a day
          To ten words 
          To not talking at all
          Saw this online in a post 
          It's funny how often this shit happens 
          After that happening so often start to lose emotions  until that one person or few people bring em back to me