Hey, I read your message, it hurt, not because I am angry at you, but because I care. I want you to know something. | MY DOORS WILL ALWAYS BE OPEN FOR YOU|!!!!
I don’t fully understand everything you are going through and I know you may not be ready to share it. That’s okay. You don’t owe me explanations. But I want you to know that you don’t have to face everything alone. If one day you feel like coming back, even judt to talk, just be there, anything really, you rw welcome, no pressure no judgment. I will be there as someone who cares.
I do feel hurt, confused and blindsided. Specially about you lying, then lying about lying but this is something we can solve through a conversation. I wouldn’t just start hating you. You are human, you are going through things, I understand that. whatever happens, I’ll hold onto the good memories. I will always wish you peace, healing love. No matter how far away you are
You will always hold a special place in my heart, you are the first person I have loved this way.
I won’t send many messages like before, I won’t seek you out because now I know this is a choice you are making. I will respect that, I don’t want to cause you any more stress
I will wish everyday you do change your mind. And if you do, you can reach out without any worries. Im not going to treat you badly for those things you do, I just idk want to be there for you
Chen, I’m really sorry about apple. I know you loved him, I know he was special to you. I hope he is resting in peace.