unlessyouloveme

@FallingWithStyle_ oh my gosh. This is possibly one of the sweetest things I have heard in my life. You are an incredible person to be so nice to me. I would have never been able to do that for anyone, ever. That really lifted my spirits and made me super super happy probably for the rest of the week. And, because of your generosity and kindness, ill let you in on a secret. I've traded accounts! I am now @furi0us just starting off with a fresh new book. I love you tons and tons and you can message me on that account or this one anytime and I promise to reply. I hope your life is a good one, and if you need me, I'll always be here. 
          	Xx Alexa

unlessyouloveme

@FallingWithStyle_ oh my gosh. This is possibly one of the sweetest things I have heard in my life. You are an incredible person to be so nice to me. I would have never been able to do that for anyone, ever. That really lifted my spirits and made me super super happy probably for the rest of the week. And, because of your generosity and kindness, ill let you in on a secret. I've traded accounts! I am now @furi0us just starting off with a fresh new book. I love you tons and tons and you can message me on that account or this one anytime and I promise to reply. I hope your life is a good one, and if you need me, I'll always be here. 
          Xx Alexa

virgo13_

@unlessyouloveme Just in case you didn't check your messages: Reading this made me cry. I know how it feels to lose someone to suicide. I don't know if you will ever see this, but I want it to be here, just in case you do come back. I enjoy your writing, and I think you should continue, in some way shape or form. You have a talent, and you know what? Sammy would want you to keep writing. He would want you to keep writing now more than ever. God, he loves you too. He wouldn't want you to stop. I don't know either of you, but I just know that, if he could speak to you, he would tell you that. He would tell you to follow your dreams, and to heal. To never forget him, but to smile when you think of him. Life is so unfair and so rough, but sometimes we have to smile and try to be happy. I love you, and I have so much respect for you. I will always love you, even though I don't know you in any way, other than through your writing. You have inspired a person. You've inspired me. I know that you will inspire so many more people, with your words and your heart. Scream it all out loud, and don't hold back the tears. But don't revel in your loss. It took me almost six years to get over the loss of my mother, to accept the possibility that I might never see her again. I was never anticipating adoption, but I let her go. I let her go, because life goes on. I had to be happy. I had to be strong, not just for me, but for her. Do you understand what I'm saying? Sammy is NOT gone, he is right beside you. Always. And he wants you to b happy, and move on and have an amazing life. A life that you deserve. He won't be there in a physical way, but more of a emotional way. He's never too far away. 
          Please, be happy. You are beautiful and so, so strong. You are capable of more than you think. This is a bump in the road.. Well, more like a mountain. But it gets better. Because life always goes on, and we always heal. This is a promise, a personal one. Be happy. -Love, Cheyenne. And Sammy. ♡

unlessyouloveme

Hey guys. It's me. I hope you guys liked the last chapter of Lost Cause, as it took me at least two months to get it all set up. I've actually had it set up for a long time, I was just in such a rush to write it. I wanted it to be perfect. 
          
          No, I'm not suicidal. Yes, I'm getting better. I know that's what all of you were thinking. I just don't know what to do with my life. As you have probably figured out by the last chapter, my best friend killed himself. Sammy. I miss him more and more everyday, and I just can't write anymore, as he was the one who told me to start. I just can't. I'm really sorry. 
          
          I want to give you guys a proper goodbye. And thank you, for everything each of you have done. I started this, and am now ending it, with regret. I hope I have inspired at least one of you, and if I have, that is so much more than I have ever hoped for. I don't want to delete my account because I feel like if I do, I'm leaving behind a big chunk of my life. I also want you guys to have a place to vent, as I will visit sporadically, and want to help you guys with any problems you have, writing or life. I hope each of you get everything you want in life, and I hope you will never have to go through what I am going through right now. Lovely little loves, this is goodbye, for now.
          
          Love your friend, writer, inspiration, person to talk to,
          
          Al xx