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After months of no updates for Blue Spaces, I finally found some new ideas and inspiration ^-^ soo I sat down in a café and started drafting a new chapter, and it just _flowed_ TT I wrote one and a half pages by hand and without my usual mid-text editing, until they closed the café, and I'm so happy that I've found my way back to writing and Blue Spaces again *tears of joy* 
          Not trying to make unrealistic promises, but I've got some spare time atm, and if I'm not facing another writers' block, there should be a new chapter for Blue Spaces in... about two weeks? ^-^ Keep an eye out for it!
          Ly, and tysm for waiting <3
          
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          [Rant on the details]: I feel like it was such a struggle developing Woosan without degrading their friendships to second-place - especially with Blue Spaces-Wooyoung, because he's such a romantic, while San values his friendship with Mingi and Yunho super highly and is reluctant with the idea that there should be anyone more important than those two in his life. 
          So... I read up some stuff, talked to some friends & fellow queers and realized that being in a romantic relationship and having friends that are also one's most important people aren't mutually exclusive; found out that I love the idea of a friend-centered life(style??). 
          There will definitely be romance and blushing and flirting for Woosan (obv, bc it's Woosan), but I also think a good (romantic) story needs so much more than only romance. So. I'm planning on writing them the most beautiful friendships and the most beautiful budding romantic relationship and hope I don't jinx it by writing this (fingers crossed)

Hi everyone! Thank you for (still) following me despite my inactivity here in the past few months.
          I'm both frightened and really, really excited to announce that I've been working on a new story, and that I will upload that new story - as of now, titled "Blue Spaces" - chapter by chapter, starting in February. The main feature is romantic Woosan, but platonic Sangi is also a big topic in Blue Spaces, as well as a qpr! 
          I haven't finished writing everything yet, so I /hope/ I won't make any major changes from now on and finish everything as planned :) But, as I did with Trust, I will do my best to update as frequently as possible - maybe once a week?
          
          That's it for now :) I will probably do another announcement when I upload the first chapter on February 11! I hope to see some of you there - and I really, really hope you'll like the story too. <3

Cleaning up my desk, I just stumbled over some old story notes (a flow chart lmao) for Trust. My notes literally ended with "Wooyoung fucks up". Writing Trust, I'd disregarded most of my drafts because they were just part of my try-and-error story-thinking - but I'm pretty sure I nailed that last one (: 

I know it's annoying when someone ‘self promotes' themselves, but I hope u can support my new incorrect meme book since I just started! I  would be grateful if u could check it out :) 
          (U don't ‘have to' tho...)

ATEEZ concert in Berlin. Omg. Seeing them felt so surreal - like, yeah, sure, those are the people I've been (am) writing fanfictions about. Sure. 
          Now I'm sitting in the train back home with a sore throat, an oncoming lack of sleep, brain empty, only rewatching the videos I took. (Blurred and with a lot of screaming.) 
          I'm done - for, like, the next two days. But it was so worth it. Maybe I've got a bit inspo for my ongoing fanfic *cough* pillow talks *cough*? 
          Anyway- @Storylover___2020 and I are going to frame the tourposter and hang it in our living room and our parents are gonna love it <33

My sister called me this morning: "Hey, so you know about how Ateez will be in Berlin soon? And... would you maybe,, perhaps wanna go to their concert with me?? I could give you, like 10 euros for the concert ticket - even 20!"
          ...
          Of course - sure - no thanks. 
          
          
          NOW ME AND @Storylover___2020 ARE GOING TO SEE ATEEZ LIVE NEXT WEEKEND, HOLY F*CK! 
          
          
          (guilty of possible exaggerations, but. so. damn. happy.)

heyyy bestie i miss u a lot TwT
          and i am so bored now so please recommended me the best woosan books 
          AND i love your books !! NOW MY FAV IS PILLOW TALK

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          ^^^
          some love for you, if you need it <33

HELLOO i hope this doesn’t come off as weird but i just wanted to check up on one of my fav authors! soo how are uuu? hopefully good, u def deserve it <3 

The first part of Pillow Talks is out!
          For all previous Trust readers: here comes your epilogue in numerous oneshot chapters. For all who haven't read Trust (yet): here comes Woosan being wholesome, jealous, sexy, whipped; having first times, discovering "stuff" (as San likes to put it), dating, proposing,... You get the gist. 
          Since I'm (finally) happy with the way the first part turned out, I'm now super excited to share it with you all. Let me know what you think ^-^ I can't wait to hear from you! Ly <3