@unnamedBooknerd I have some idea. I found something I enjoy and so I want to pursue that. But also, I switched main sports this year. Kind of out of the blue. Nobody expected me, who has been swimming competively for a decade, to switch to playing water polo as a main sport. I found I enjoy it more. I'm just sayubf sometimes things you think you'll love forever aren't what you want. Things change. My dad went into the military after 9/11. It was not his original plan. He just got out this year and in his retirement speech, he said "idk what to do now. What do I want to be?" My mom went into college as an Art Major and came out with a teaching degree she used for only 5 years before becoming a stay at home mom who homeschooled me and my siblings. Now she does that AND an online business. She has absorbed no business training. Life doesn't always need a plan.