『Otaku』

By the way, Happy Pride! I identify as a Gray-Romantic Asexual, along with being a Demigirl! I hope you're all celebrating pride in positive ways. Whatever you identify as, please always remember that you are 100% valid! Anyways, be gay and do crime, haha! :D

So... I've been inactive for a while. I'm really sorry about that. Life is just crazy, to be honest. Here's a little insight: Schoolwork, ADHD, a stalker, depression, anxiety, COVID, fake friends, therapy, and little to no motivation to do anything. It's been really hard to write with all of these things, and I am sorry about that. Hopefully, things will be looking up soon! Classes end this week, and to celebrate I'll be going on a trip that was four years in the making! Plus, my birthday is coming up as well! I'll be a year older and hopefully a year wiser, haha. Remember to stay hydrated, eat some food, and stay safe and happy, everyone! :D

【@DoesRohanIsGay】
          
          Yikes, this reply is super late-! I'm so, so sorry about that!!
          
          Ohhh. Yeah, I see what you meant now! AO3 does seem pretty mature in terms of their authors and readers. They actually have pretty good fics over there! It could also be the tagging system! Wattpad and Quotev's are... Not the best, haha. So I do agree with their vocabulary being bigger and better, and with their better tagging system! (Though, I do like writing on Wattpad, as well as how you can comment anywhere on a fic.)
          
          Aww, thank you! I agree! Fear and paranoia just kinda get in the way, y'know? Of course! I always try to tag the best I can! And, if I don't do it properly or if someone needs a certain tag, then I am open to to! I want to be told those things! (In a not-so mean or rude way, however! TwT)
          
          Yeah. It's crazy to think that you would miss that sort of thing... There were bad stuff, yes. But there was more digital socialization, more time for skill learning (I was teaching myself to cook and bake!), and other stuff. I was still stressed and burnt-out and lonely, but I guess it was all somewhat balanced? Most of the time, maybe. Or maybe I'm just romanticizing it, ironically. My mental health fluctuates. It's hard to remember a lot. I do remember crying a lot more, though. I guess I can relate in terms of that.
          
          Mhm! And yes, I do! I'd love to chat with you there! It's different that my fanfic account user. I have a lot of internet names, haha. Sometimes I forget that I go by one thing or another, or just make up a new one entirely. Anyways, on Discord, I go by "Cake". More technical name here (if it loads): " ℂ #8823"
          
          If it doesn't load for you, then it's :cake-emoji: Cake (in a special font) :cake-emoji #8823. If that's difficult, then just tell me yours and I'll send you a friend request! :D

【@DoesRohanIsGay】
          
          Oh, that’s so cool! I find AO3 tricky when it comes to actual writing, so I tend to stick to writing on Wattpad and then copy and paste my writing. Good for you for wanting to expand your writing abilities, as well as wanting to expend your audience!! What do you mean by “more mature”, though? Nothing wrong with it, but I am curious to see if I have capability to read it. Explicit sexual content tends to make me uncomfortable, so I do avoid that stuff. (Or just scroll past it if it’s in a story I like.) Gore and blood and stuff like that tends to be fine with me, surprisingly.
          
          Speaking of that kind of stuff, I myself have thought about writing some more… Dark and gory things… Especially as a form of vent work. Fluff and comedy and romance/gen tend to be my brand, however, and I worry that someone may try and “cancel” or “dox” me if I post something outside of that brand. (I will try to tag and label everything appropriately though!! I’m just scared that someone may ignore that and come for me! TwT)
          
          Mhm, I feel you!! I used Wattpad and Quotev (even Discord!) way more than ever around the beginning of the pandemic. Can you believe that I’m nostalgic for the lockdowns…?! I just had way more time and wasn’t totally burnt out yet, as did everyone else. We all just sort of found one another and used each other to help cope. Socialization within isolation. It was happy times online, even if the world wasn’t so happy… It’s kinda weird, huh? ^^”
          
          Ooh, how cool!! I think I’ve heard about some of those animes. Good things, though! When I have a chance, I’ll do my best to check them out! Thank you for the recommendations!! Can I just say that chatting with you keeps making my day? I love this! It’s like the good times never ended, haha! :D
          
          (By the way, sorry for the super long reply!! QwQ)

【@DoesRohanIsGay】
          
          That’s great to hear! I’m so glad to know that you’re doing well! Mhm, 
          Ooh, what kind of animes have you been watching? Lately I’ve been catching up on “Zombie Land Saga” and “Cells At Work!” They’re great animes, and I definitely recommend checking them out!
          
          And yeah, I totally get that! I used to check Wattpad every day. Now I come online maybe once a week or month, even if that! I miss talking to my online friends here, like you! And I also miss writing my fanfics. I feel like it’s been forever since I’ve done any of those, and I would love to start getting in the habit again!! :D

【@DoesRohanIsGay】
          
          Hey!! Of course I remember you!! We wrote a story together and we shared humorous comments with one another!! God, those were and are good times!
          
          I’ve been better, thank you for asking. A lot has happened in my life lately. I won’t get too into it right now, but know that things are getting better! Anyways, besides me, how are you? I really hope you’re doing well!! Thank you so, so much for reaching out! It’s so great to chat with you again! I hope we can continue to chat like this in the future as well!! :D

So, a little late, but I wish everyone a Happy Valentine’s Day!
          
          Everyone deserves some love; Be it platonic, romantic, familial, or self love. You all deserve that, so let no one tell you otherwise. ♡

The whatever urge to befriend and hug everyone who gives you good vibes…

Girl Scout cookies are my weakness…
          
          So tasty… So expensive…

Because I study animals (or at least take classes for that), this idiotic boy comes up to me, and I kid you not, asked me:
          
          “So, how big is a whale’s [Redacted]? Can it [Redacted] an elephant?”
          
          And, mind you, I had to put up with this type of stuff for an HOUR. Excuse me while I go have a mental breakdown and count my remaining brain cells…