jess

❝ to be human is to be filled with emotions. let yourself free. allow yourself this necessity. instead of pushing the anger away or cowering from the envy, accept it as a part of your being. instead of telling yourself this is not who you are, give room to the negative emotions and let them pass by in a tide. we're a mix of good and bad both and sometimes, it takes experience to know. there's balance in everything. day and night. sun and rain. sky and ground. highs and lows. rise and fall. submit yourself to nature's dispense and watch yourself grow. ❞

❝ one thing i have learnt this year is to live and live in the moment. life is tough, life is overwhelming and life is a struggle. a struggle to hold on. a constant battle of choosing between what it is and what it should be. this year, you found yourself in situations you never could've possibly imagined yourself to be in. you looked for yourself in everywhere you went and everyone you met. you thrived, you survived, you tried - even if barely. for the year, days, life to come, live. live in the moment. stay. breathe. it gets better. ❞

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❝ hey jess. i want you to know that i'm proud of you. i'm proud of you for getting through another year. things have not exactly been smooth but i'm proud of you for getting back up each time life has pulled you down. i'm proud of you for trying, for speaking up. the year has taught you alot, changed you alot. you've achieved or done things you never thought you were capable of. give yourself some credit; the permission to unfold. strip down to the rawest and most authentic version of yourself. don't dwell on the past. look into it, learn from it, figure out where you went wrong and move on. do not conceal your emotions. you need not to be someone else. who you are is perfect. ❞

Chapter 2 of unexpected has been released, if you enjoyed the first chapter or need something new to read. Feel free to check it out!!

·˚✎ ﹏ chance here with a lil reminder for you ꒱
          
          ❝ what you need to decide today is whether you want to always be the victim of whatever bad come your way and identify through that or take control of what it shaped you into and evolve for the better. one will make you resentful towards your future. resentful towards the good coming your way and bitter towards those who deserve what you didn't deserve. and the other will free you. so life was rough? so life was unfair? but what now? how do you go on about it? do you want to dwell into the miseries of what has gone by or do you want to live fully in the present where you're much wiser? ❞

aren’t i a terrible author :) i’ll update this week i swear

was a little busy with school this past week or two but I’ll work on and upload the second and maybe? third chapter of the woosan fanfic!!

❝ how many of you didn't know certain things about yourself until you discovered them after spending a few hours with a new friend or going on holiday with your cousins? then suddenly you came across a trait you never knew you had. it's like you have to go through new experiences to know how you'd respond to them.
          
          
          you need to taste new food to find out what your favourite cuisine is. you need to press your feet into the sand and the ocean to remember how good it feels. you need to laugh at a few jokes before you learn more about your humour. you need to meet people, talk about life, philosophy and politics to know what your views on those matters truly are. you need to feel happiness like never before to realise what it means to you and how much you need it in your life.
          
          
          and you need to feel pain on the hands of people that you'll accept you don't need going forward. you need to fall head over heels in love with the wrong person to know what it's like when it's with the right. and sometimes you need to go through the darkest moments in your life so that when they pass - you realise that you want to truly welcome the light. ❞ 

Hey everyone! I just uploaded the first chapter of my woosan fanfic. The title  is called “Unexpected”. If any of you are interested please check it out and spread it around! Not sure what the upload schedule will be like as of now, but I will let you all know. 
          ~Jess