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/ “Let your pee be as clear as your conscience.”
          - Ethan Nestor, Unus Annus “Pee Sauna”
          Memento Mori.
          There are four hours left of Unus Annus... it’s all about to be gone. It’s been one roller coaster for sure. I’m gonna miss it. 

/ I know this election is really scary for a lot of people, so here are some helplines for you if you need them.
          
          For LGBTQIA+
          
          TrevorLifeline:
          +1-866-488–7386
          
          TrevorText:
          Text START to 678-678
          
          TrevorChat: visit theTrevorproject.org
          
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          Crisis Textline:
          Text START to 741-741
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          National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US):
          800-273-8255
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          For runway kids
          
          National Runway Safeline:
          1-800-RUNAWAY
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          Trans Lifeline: 
          877-565-8860
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          National Hispanic Family Health Helpline:
          1-866-Su Familia
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          National Domestic Abuse Hotline:
          800-799-7233 (ENGLISH)
          800-787-3224 (TTY)
          800-942-6908 (SPANISH)
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          RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network):
          1-800–656-HOPE
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          Black Youth Helpline:
          416-285-9944
          Toll Free: 1-833-BYH-8650
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          StrongHearts Native Helpline:
          1-844-7NATIVE

everyone always suspects me in among us when they don’t know who the imposter is. i hate it here i really do /lh /j

sam walked in on me singing along to dear agony by breaking benjamin pretty loudly, noticed that i was embarrassed, and then starting singing along loudly with a big grin and it made me feel a lot better for some reason so anyway we sang breaking benjamin songs for the next several hours until our voices were hoarse. so anyway that’s why my voice is hoarse now... nsidjdfifjfigugjs anyway this has been your daily dose of wholesome brothers.

/ by the way, though I’ve been away I’ve still been developing character ideas! I’ve decided to mesh my nuclear apocalypse world with Sam and Aki’s world kinda. I’ve basically decided that around the time Aki’s in his late 20’s, shit hits the fan and the nuclear war that causes The Alliance to form (if you don’t remember, The Alliance is a rebel force in the apocalypse founded by Joshua & friends and is lead by Joshua, and they are working against world gov’ts and trying to end the nuclear war), and after he and Dakota and Sam have been surviving on their own for a while, Sam gets sick with radiation poisoning, and a helpful stranger lets them know about the alliance in attempt to help. They find it and stay there a while before finding out there’s a need for assassins there, and so they end up staying and aki becomes an assassin for them (and Sam ends up becoming a looter, someone who goes out and looks for supplies basically, and also manages the stable and trains most of the horses). By the time Aki’s in his 30s he is one of the most trusted assassins, along with Kazimir, and a few others I haven’t made names and stories for yet. The small group of particularly trusted assassins are in charge of leading missions in which there are multiple assassins, and they also train younger folks who want to become assassins. Though other assassins are trusted by folks in The Alliance, Kazimir and Aki are the ones any younger ones go to when they’re having a hard time. 
          Though Aki’s mental health does start to improve now that he is actually doing something that, to him, is morally justified for a living (as it’s for a good cause), he becomes a slight bit of a workaholic also by his 30s. He starts to go a bit grey from stress (the silver looks good on him ;) ) and I’ve debated having him get an injury to the eye that he sometimes wears an eyepatch for even after it’s healed, but I haven’t decided on that last bit yet. 

/ ayyyy I got Kazimir’s acc back can we get a pog in chat

happy ace week btw, to my fellow people on the ace spectrum :)

“they say it’s WHAT YOU MAKE, i say it’s UP TO FATE. it’s woven in my soul. i need to LET YOU GO. your eyes, they shine so bright. i want to SAVE THAT LIGHT. i can’t escape this now, UNLESS YOU SHOW ME HOW.”
          
          / we’ll give this a shot, i don’t know if anyone’s interested anymore but... cb for a oneliner or starter. please specify which, and perhaps a mood too. 

/ so I might come back soon just to start writing a book bc the only other place for it is ao3 and I don’t think original non-fanfic stories do well there usually. if I do come back, I’m not really expecting anyone to interact. but if you do, I would of course be happy and grateful, and if you are ever in the mood to roleplay hit me up. :) 

/ I know I’ve said this before and came back, but my days on wattpad are numbered. It would take something happening that I don’t think is going to happen for me to come back. If it does happen though, I’ll be back. Until then… au revoir.