unrequitedwishes
“something new” is probably the favorite piece i’ve written. i changed some details so i could steer it away from my point of view. the feelings and emotion and experience were all mine told through someone else’s eyes and it felt really nice to write like that for once. it’s also the only piece i’ve not gone back and completely rewritten because it felt like i got it all right on my first try. that makes it the rawest entry i have and it holds a higher place in my heart for that. it was also such a breath of fresh air to write about such a nice emotion. it’s smth i never thought would come back but it has and sometimes i feel warm and bubbly and nice and i never want it to go away. but it’s not smth i don’t think i can let myself pursue ever again. it is great to think about though and i’m kinda grateful for that.