Madysen

Haii Madysen!!! It's Mahwish!!!!!! <3 thx for the user, faaam!!!

Hi! So I tried to reply to your comment but they won't post it because I quoted some of the mean things people were saying and so it won't post it. :/ But thank you so much for your concern! :) I'm much happier now. I've been without him for a whole year. Honestly these relationships are so scary. It's a never ending cycle of crying and getting back together and for me it was like that everyday. But the scariest part is, it didn't start like that. At first he was perfect and swept me off my feet and said the nicest things to me. Made me feel loved. But slowly he started controlling how I acted, what I wore, even my diet. That sounds so crazy, but it was a slow manipulation that lasted about a year. It was a horrible but mentally I started to believe every word he said. I was so isolated from my friends and even my family, that I just felt he was the only person who would ever love me. That I was never a perfect enough girlfriend for him. That he was the only person who could ever put up with me. Finally I got out. I broke up with him once before but I took him back because he swore up and down it wouldn't be like that again. But it honestly only got worse. Then finally after a total of year and six months from when we first ever got together, I broke up with him for good. I have never been happier. I can hang out with my old friends now, and just be myself. I'm so much happier and I hope that anyone going through this feels welcome to talk to me because I promise I'm here for you. There is a way out and it's so much happier. Thank you so much though for your concern. :) it means a lot to see that someone else feels the way I do and doesn't think May is dûmb. So thank you! :)