I'm also his fan. I really do love him as an artist. I once dreamt of being with him, having him as my boyfriend, husband even. Just like any other fans. Yet, I know, deep in my heart, that he could not be an artist forever. That in the future, whether I like it or not, he would have a woman in his life. One lucky woman that would be able to receive the kind of love he could give. With that alone, I am happy, atleast one of us, his fans, would be able to do so. One would be able to witness how he loves as a person and not as an artist. One that could reciprocate with same intensity 'cause to be honest, I maybe his fan but I don't think I would be able to give him the love he truly deserves, unlike a real partner in life. That's why I wrote this story. Not to destroy other fan's fantasies and hopes but to open up the reality, that my idol, our idols, are humans to. Like us, they can fall in love, and be hurt at the same time too. https://www.wattpad.com/story/121243345
